I want to know what it's like to not understand what bill paying is
I want to know what it's like to live as a trust fund baby in a million dollar townhouse that my daddy paid for
I want to know what it's like to be treated like I'm the best at what I do (when I'm actually really fucking shit at it)
I want to know what it's like to have no concept of consequences because daddy always cleans up my messes
I want to know what it's like to be 30 years old and still get away with tantrums to force people to buy me things
I want to know what it's like to be pampered as a house cat, never have to work a day in my life, and have people throw money at me for just existing
I want to know what it's like to live in a fantasy land and profit from doing it
I want to know what it's like to manipulate other people into doing my work for me, while taking all the credit and not feel at all upset about it
I want to know what it's like to sell people merchandise that I know I'm over charging for and believe I deserve that money
I want to know what it's like to live with no responsibility, have everyone coddle me, and kiss my feet like I accomplished something when I've actually done nothing at all
I want to know what it's like because I'm 100% sure the feeling becomes haunting after only a few days and whoever you are you must be far more miserable than I am because:
I know what it's like to pay bills
I know what it's like to work a shitty retail job for minimum wage to scrape by
I know what it's like to be cut off from my family and get denied things that I actually NEED to survive
I know what it's like to be homeless, starving, and suffering with no one to give a damn about me.
I know what it's like to create my own content, make my own videos, and gain my own following based on my own merit and it feels damn good.
Maybe for a day or two I'd like to know how it feels to be deserving of nothing and get EVERYTHING anyway but in the end your miserable existence isn't going to save you from knowing that you are an utterly fucking worthless human being and I worked very hard to get where I am today because I'm better and stronger than anything you will ever be.